1. |
A Public Gesture
03:03
|
|||
I promise not to tell what we did in your room
When the crowd spread the rumour round, you didn’t deny the truth
Follow a forbidden urge, but how do u trap the love
Follow a forbidden urge, but how is the love returned?
You didn’t care in the schoolyard what anyone thought
When the crowd gathered round, we really start to flaunt it
Cry public tears for the truth of my word, but how do you trap the love
Cry public tears for the truth of my word, but how is the love returned?
CHORUS
Where do you take it, the fading glow
Do we keep it alight for the sake of show
When we need somewhere to stand, we stand together
When we need somewhere to stand (a public gesture)
When I came back to town, it was like you really cared
Then the crowd drifted off, it was like I wasn’t even there
The same lesson I just couldn’t learn, how do you trap the love
The same lesson I just couldn’t learn, how is the love returned?
CHORUS
Bridge
In front of an audience we discover
We keep it up for the comfort of others
Give me all you got, I need more
If we love each other we rise to the chore
CHORUS
|
||||
2. |
Sorry But I Meant it
04:15
|
|||
We lived in a caravan park, winter nights were long
Mum pissed in a bucket to avoid the toilet blocks
You dressed like you were homeless, people offered you spare change
Mum grew her beard, didn’t believe in shaving
Pre CHORUS
What would I be allowed to share with a friend
I said I’d never forgive you, I’m sorry but I meant it
CHORUS
How could I ever love/someone
Be brought into this/world
Maybe I can forgive/you
I can’t forgive myself
How could I ever love someone
We were only doing our best
Maybe I can forgive you
I can’t forgive myself
You never taught me manners, how should I behave
Cousins sat with straight backs, elbows off the table
Aunty offered me cheese, wouldn’t let go of the plate
I didn’t know I was worthy, how should I thank you?
Pre-CHORUS
You and Mum split up, you stopped paying rent
You weren’t allowed in the park so I’d meet you at the fence
Drinking through the lattice at your story’s fevered pitch
(You’d puke up chorizo sausage) never skipped a beat
Pre-CHORUS
CHORUS
|
||||
3. |
||||
3000 miles, Brisbane to Halls Creek
The burden is on you, you don’t want to leave
For Gooniyandi Land, you made the sacrifice
You surrender in body but your spirit stayed behind
Pre-CHORUS
Gooniyandi land, now that I belong
I came here for you, I came here for your song
We smoked the house with sage, and let bad spirits leave
Remember the smoke alarm it was ringing in my ears
I could not hear myself or pace out a plan
I was haunting my own house, haunting the land
Pre-CHORUS
CHORUS
Summoning Spirit and Country (you sing)
Featherfoot leaves no trace
Summoning Spirit and Country (you sing)
Together we’ll find our way
If ownership follows, everyone has a story
I gave up on my own, you were here before me
The pain’s all one side and if its my heart
They fly me down to Perth but no one has an answer
A white bullamen on the road, I swerve to miss a ghost
On the way back from Fitzroy Crossing, I let go of control
The car lands upside down, I did not know my place
There is no story to share until we name our mistakes
Pre CHORUS
CHORUS x 4
|
||||
4. |
Orphans' Xmas
03:31
|
|||
2015 I was home for Xmas
Kept a Xanax in my pocket just in case
In case I felt the need to escape
I had a feeling like I had to impress you
All I could do was stress and regress
You brought out the salad with the usual suspects
Pre-CHORUS
Iceberg lettuce, tinned pineapple
And a half a hard boiled egg (no dressing)
CHORUS
This year I’m having an orphans Xmas
No sad ham and prawns for me
This year I’m having an orphan’s Xmas
Burning down the Xmas tree
Its 2017, I’m going to a friend’s place
We’ve had Xmas together ever since you were born
And we took you to hospital when you were young
I ring up my brother to tell him I’m worried
I hope Dad doesn’t take it out on Mum
I’m ruining Xmas for everyone
Pre-CHORUS
CHORUS
2018 I said I was in Melbourne
With my boyfriend in Toowong I decided to hide
You asked about the weather I couldn’t lie
My brothers go with the families of their wives
Keep the family together never disagree
It’s all down to me to be the life of the party
Pre CHORUS
CHORUS
|
||||
5. |
Off With The Fairies
03:44
|
|||
Down the path on the side of our house
I gaze into a single lily white
Down the path on the side of our house
Let there be a fairy when I open my eyes
Across the passage, Mum’s bedroom
Do you think fairies are for real
Across the passage, I can’t get there
You pause before you answer me
CHORUS
From the cliffs over the river
Coloured lights reflect a path (off with the fairies again)
How I wish we could walk together
Coloured lights reflect a path (off with the fairies again)
I got sick of snakes and ladders
So I skipped rope all afternoon
Emily said Alexander
Why don’t you have a Dad like the rest of us do?
She cried out he’ll kill you
He picks me up every Wednesday after school
She cried out he’ll kill you
He’s gonna come over and kill Mum too
CHORUS
Bridge
See the little plastic fairy off its pod fly and spin (off with the…
Don’t let me fall in – off with the fairies again (off with the fairies..)
Into the air it flutters and sails towards the kitchen sink (off with the..)
Don’t let me fall in - off with the fairies again (off with the fairies again)
Have you seen the old lady in black
When I go into my room to find
She’s waiting when I turn the lamp on
But disappears into the light
Across the passage, Mum’s bedroom
Do you think fairies are for real
Across the passage, I can’t get there
You pause before you answer me
|
||||
6. |
||||
I talked to a wide-eyed man on the street
Hands shaking muttering to himself
He said he was all alone with no one
Who thought the way that he did, no one who listened
He said all you people with your houses to go to
I have to live out here
Then he stood up, walked away, left me sitting
Little said, nothing changed
CHORUS
There’s some that we can’t save
I saw my uncle, my cousin in that man
All those that died on the street
Minds addled, thought obtuse, unable to connect
Their trauma slowly leading them to the end
Bridge
It’s easy to lose heart when you know all your
Talking will do no good and even if you took them home
They’d learn to fear you and the hospitals
They do them harm, the medication dulls their eyes
The world ignores them, no wonder
They escape
CHORUS
And we all strive for the light
But the darkness has its roots around us
Nestling us in the warmth of its decay “
Bridge
They pass me by, they pass me by, they pass me by
|
||||
7. |
The Day That Never Was
03:46
|
|||
On the day that never was….
A homeless Fregan scouring the beach, free food’s your vocation
At the Casino you polished off a steak, you refuse to pay for
All you wear in Court is a Man Bag and a pair of shorts
Made a pump for freshwater, showers from the billabong
Rigged a car battery up for power, turned the fridge and the stereo on
The hermit crabs crawled around our heads, I could stay here forever
Through the canopy above were stars, never thought I’d break your heart
CHORUS
On the day that never was, rainbows in the sky
Ask for a rainbow to appear right before your eyes
On the day that never was….
A Rainbow poster for Nimbin, Festival destination
Let’s go to the Day Out of Time, on the run from immigration
We hit 2 kangaroos on the way back from the day that never came
The actual date was 6 years past, never thought I’d break your heart
CHORUS
Bridge
If I want rainbows I’ll see rainbows, the day that never was
If I want rainbows I’ll see rainbows, the day that never was “
Inst. Verse
On the day that never was….
On the day that never was….
My husband’s visa run out, he was desperate to stay
I agree to sign the papers, on the run from immigration
His release was finally due, I couldn’t break the news
My affection kept for the dark, never thought I’d break your heart
CHORUS x 2
On the day that never was….
If I want rainbows I’ll see rainbows
|
||||
8. |
There is a Universe
02:59
|
|||
Once there was a troll in a cave in the mountains
Rarely ventured out in the light of the sun
He likes to go out terrorizing strangers
Sometimes when he’s restless and alone
Over a ravine there’s a saggy old rope bridge
And that was where he liked to have his fun
He hated people passing by that way but says
You gotta make the most of those who come
CHORUS
There is a universe deep down inside of you
Do you wanna know the truth?
When he sees a traveller on the bridge halfway over
He grabs a hold of the rope starts going ape
And never stops until they beg him for mercy
And offer him their wares and their wage
Look me in the eyes he says and do not look down
And you’ll make it safely over to my side
If your manner’s pleasing he lets you keep your burden
He has no need for coins or supplies
CHORUS
Bridge
Don’t go down into peril
Do u wanna know the truth
Don’t go down into peril
Just admire the view
The ropes got frayed one day as the troll was pulling
He watched a traveller fall down screaming why
Into the deep abyss the troll went down to save him
Where no one’s ever made it out alive
The screaming question played on his mind
As he climbed and fell and climbed and lost his grasp
It gets so dark deep inside my cave
A fella’s just tryna have a laugh
CHORUS x2
|
||||
9. |
||||
Just because they're laughing doesn't mean that they are laughing at you
You're only paranoid because of substances that you've abused
If you were there with them then I'm sure you would be laughing too
Take a step back and look at what you're putting yourself through
CHORUS
Got my first smart phone in 2011
Push a couple buttons sends me straight to Heaven
But there isn’t an app to replace your brain
I’m a little afraid I’m going insane
Verse
Bridge:
Look up at the window sill, a beautiful ghost is here beside you
Take a look out at Highgate Hill, a beautiful ghost wants to haunt you
CHORUS
|
||||
10. |
Lost in my Reflection
03:28
|
|||
At my sister’s party in a backyard, me n Dad were Birthday Clowns
Back to the dress up box again, couldn’t shift the doubt
Everybody loved my outfit but I couldn’t see through the fog
A sad clown in the mirror, sewing a shadow on
CHORUS
Lost in my reflection, found myself in the mundane
Lost in my reflection, we’re all the same
Lost in my reflection, nothing left to prove
I reclaim the ordinary, I reclaim the bruises
Across the wooden floorboards the sound of jazz shoes shuffle
The dance teacher calls my name; I think I’m in trouble
I got Peter Pan the leading part, didn’t think I deserved the role
A sad clown in the mirror, sewing a shadow on
CHORUS
To make the world beautiful and fix my damaged life
Don’t look at me look see me fashion my design
In the classroom at the sewing machine I could never finish it off
A sad clown in the mirror, sewing a shadow on
|
Streaming and Download help
If you like The New Middle Class, you may also like:
Bandcamp Daily your guide to the world of Bandcamp